You think you're doing everything right. Sometimes it doesn't matter what you want. Colon will be angry anyway.
For the record, i eat clean 99% of the time. Nothing processed. No sugar, no gluten, and i only consume goat dairy products. I eat tons of veggies and stick with minimal fruits. I still can't seem to go more than a couple months at a time without having issues. Any doctor will tell you that a diet doesn't matter.. BSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. For me it is EVERYTHING. What i eat directly affects how i feel.
I know people with Crohn's have issues in different places. Mine is mainly my rectum. TIME TO GET GROSS!!
Bleeding..throbbing..just uncomfortable in general. I used to have it in my terminal illeum. But, as you know, it skips around. Now i have crohn's colitis. I'm not sure which was worse...my first couple years after getting diagnosed i had typical symptoms while having a flare up...diarrhea, fever, joint pain, weight loss. Now my symptoms have changed...still joint pain, but now i get bleeding and throbbing on my left side. But at least i'm not shooting liquid from places it doesn't belong..just blood. No biggie.
My question is always when i should call the doctor. I take 4000 mg of pentasa a day, and a 1000 mg suppository at night, and it helps 75 percent of the time. I have uceris i take from time to time, but not unless instructed. I keep hoping it will go away on it's own, that i wont' have to get on more medication. But how long should one wait?? I always wait too long...things always come up. I'm going out of town tomorrow. too late to call now. I can call when i get back, but it will be the weekend. and then work starts next week.
Why do we always wait until it's too late. Why do we always want to do things on our own? Because we want to be normal? To not have to depend on someone else to feel well? I'm tired of taking drugs. I'm tired of my body attacking itself. But i'm also tired of feeling like crap. Can't win. Still gotta keep my head up
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