Ranch and Feta Please!!

Who wants to be normal, for just a day?? Eat waffles and hash browns for breakfast. Get a PSL. Hit the mall for some shopping. Get a salad covered in feta and ranch for lunch. Eat a huge steak and mashed potatoes for dinner. Dang, i'd be fat. But it would be delicious!

I know some of you out there can feel me...just the thought of ranch is making my intestines churn.

Lifting is my therapy. I can take it all out at the gym.  Cardio, blech. I'm not trying to lose weight. I need to gain weight if anything. Last time i had a major flare up i lost 14 pounds. I can't do that again. Id be under 100. So packing it on i go..but healthy way. I love gaining weight in muscles. What is the one thing you can do, or place you can go, to let go of and forget your problems, even if only for a minute?

Glad i made that doctors appt I'm not feeling so hot.You know, like i have to go to the bathrooom now or else? That's kind of happening. What is he going to do now? I don't want steroids!! Or biologics. Why does my body hate me?? UGH!! Sorry, pity party. It happens sometimes.

Til then, i'll just pet my pretty boy.

Oh, and GO SEAHAWKS!! All the way baby. Reppin my sweatshirt today :)