Question of the day: do you have gut troubles when you get anxiety?
For me, anxiety starts in my gut. Whether i'm happy anxious, or just nervous about something, it takes it's tole on my insides. I get social anxiety sometimes, when i have an event or situation coming where there are lots of people. Whether i know them or not, it doesn't matter. I've never been a fan of large crowds. The marine corps ball is no exception.
We left town about 3, and starting about 11, i got nervous. I tried to calm myself, breathe in and out, but it didn't help. And i was excited, it's not that i didn't want to go, i did. But i wasn't sure what to expect. And i know, no matter how small, butterflies in my stomach will yield dangerous results.
We got to the hotel around four, and headed down to the ball at 630. And what do you know, about 5 it started. I started to feel uncomfortable. It got worse and worse, and then all of the sudden i was full of air. Lovely. I had to squeeze into that tight dress!! Then, right after i had my dress on, i had to go. Like straight up diarrhea! UGH! but one time and it was over, and i was on my merry way :)
Dinner was delicious!! I had a couple glasses of red wine..haven't had that much since New Year's 2012! We danced the night away, together and with our friends. The next morning we woke up, not feeling so well, haha. Ate a ton of breakfast, and fell back asleep, with the balcony door open so we could listen to the ocean and feel the breeze. It was a great night, minus my small episode :)
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